For Now Until September

Today will be my last post till September, because I have no computer at home or anywhere else, the reason I'm able to write these blogs are because of the school. Thank you for the person who sent me their comment, I felt happy for the first time, and now I will take my leave. And I hope to write a new blog when I return to school, since this will become a daily thing. Thanks again for who ever is reading this, PEACE OUT!!

The Smurf Movie (real life)

Every one knows the Smurf's, right? Their will be a movie coming out in August 3, 2011, this is the real life versions of the Smurfs. With all your favorite characters from the cartoon, is now coming into a real life one, staring a comedian as Grouchy Smurf, George Lopez. This is going to be awsome movie, the trail that I saw was really funny they aren't the size as the were when we saw them in cartoons. Let me give an insite what this movie is about.

This takes place in the Middle Ages, the evil wizard Gargamel discovers the village of the Smurf's and chases them into some woods. They get scattered and Clumsy Smurf wonders in the "forbidden" groto and some of the other Smurf's follow him. Since it was a Blue Moon night, a portal within the grotto transport them into Central Park in New York, of course you know where it is. They take shelter with a married couple and tried to figure out a way back to their village before Gargamel finds them.

Yup, that's all I know about the movie so far. But it will come out to be the most comedie and the most magical, adventure ever in the world of Smurf's coming into our world. This is the most awsome the awsome people! Don't Miss the trialers that will be coming out soom next years summer.

My Pet Cockatiel, Sam

My mom adopted a cockatiel named Sam, we go him by my Grandpa because they weren't to have birds in the Senior Citizens home. He loves getting attention, but doesn't want to be touched by us yet. He flirted with my sisters and me, he showed us his wings and whistle at us, that's how we knew he was flirting. Everytime you say 'pretty birdy' he goes crazy and loves you, and we still got to get Sam's flying feather clipped off. We are trying not to get him any ideas on how to fly, becaue we are getting professional's to clip them, we don't want to scare him.

I think having a bird will be fun because we can teach him how to talk and understand us, since he is a male speaking will be great, a female not so great. But hey, nobody said it will be easy to take care of him, he is hard to control since he loves to mimic the micrwave. It's funny how he does it you should see him.

Boring... but Interesting Day

I'm sitting at the computer doing my work for a certian summer project I'm doing, but it is difficult with people in the same room watching what you are doing. It's boring because I'm using a school's computer, and I can only go on certain websites and I can hardly play games. I hate when people stare at my computer and wondering what I'm doing? Well it's like a parent I live with watches what I do because she or he worries about me, becuase usually I'm always pulled into drama at home. But teachers, I feel uncomfortable, I want to be left alone, being innocent doing what I'm fre willingly doing.

But still, I'm bored, there's nothing here for me, but this blogger.com stuff, and my email's which this computer I'm using was being retarded this morning, it wouldn't let on the Internet. I'm tired and fustrated and can't wait till the weekends come up and go over my lovers house to get to know his family a little better becuase he went to my house several times. But the truth is, I sometimes feel guilty I can never call it, because my sister uses the phone to call her boy friend.

Thanks for reading, and pleeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaasssssssssssssseeeeeeeeeeeeee comment me! Thanks.

My Worse Weekend in My Life!

My weekend was horrible, during the evening, on Saturday, this happened and couldn't get the dream out of my head. I wanted to smack my mom and step dad for making my sister go crazy, I was about to put up a fight. But they made tears of terror come out of my eyes, all the yelling hitting and stuff, but during around 11:00 pm and 12:oo am, things started to calm down. I was in the living room curled to the corner with a blanket, crying, about the threat of loosing my sister to my real dad. There I was think of running away from my troubles, even if I did, they would of sent cops after me.

It took me to 1:30 am to fall a sleep in the corner I was in, asleep on the ground and having a nightmare of the samething, but much worse. I wanted to run and run and run and run.... far away from the horror I felt. All I could tell you is that I went to the Nut house in my dream going crazy, weird huh, I never had this dream in my life, and I felt like a monster sealed into me that can never come out. Then I woke up....

I woke up at 10:00 am, some how I was on the couch, finding my self laying their with dog curled to my chest, and everyone else walking, no voices, in the kitchen. Yesterday, was depressing especially for my sister, my little brother had no idea what happened. When I told my sister about the dream, she understood in my head I was mentally desturbed and caught in the middle of it. And now everything is done and over with, calm and no yelling, it was quiet with everyone in the house breathing slowly but heavily in their beds, while I went to the bus stop for my volunteeringly summer program talking about this now.

Thanks for who ever is reading this, and hope to hear some of your comments.

Sorry for not commenting for so long, I don't have a computer at home so I couldn't get to my blog and some hos managed to remember my password. LOL! But me and the person I go out with went on akind of date and ate some pizza and ent to his grand parents house, which are better then mines (still love them though). Anyways, they smoke a lot and I'm alergic to ciggaretes and I can get sick, since I was use of my step dad smoking a cigar, I thought it wasn't a big deal, so I didn't say anything.



Then, it was the same day but at night, my heart was pumping to fast and both my arms atarted to get numb. I was getting freaked out, and I had a hard time breathing, my gave me this pill to calm my body down, we thought at first it was a panic attack, then we found out it was a asthma attack.

I next time I will say something to someone if they smoke at me again like that, or just walk outside and stay there. thanks for reading my blog thanks bye.